dragontatsu

Is this all I am? This "THAING", this werethless thaing. I'm not evain werth calling houman. I have no valyu, no perpos. My life shood not have ben. If God has a perpos for every wone he made, he did not make me. I am a plage on every wone I tush. I do not deserve life. I do not deserve Hevin. I don't evon deserve Hell. All I deserve is to not exist at all. Why do I exist. I do not deserve anything, not joy, not love, not evon pane.

 Why dos a person, no why dos a "thaing" like me exist. I am a werthles thaing with no perpes or fyootsher. Why do I exist. All I do is take evin if I do not notes I took somthing. If I wher to die I do not think any wone wood caer. They wood notes, becaus there wood be more to go aeround. I can not be a person. A person caers about there self and others. All I caer about is watt a berden I am. I am werth nothing. You can fined any thing in this werald, and it will have more valluwe than my life. Watt is the point of me staing allive. My life has less valluwe than my owen bodey. If I dide rite now than some wone cood have my hart, my ke

Life is pointles, it's a waset of time. Hooever sed all life is preshis sher dident meat me. Life is a sick game that only those born to muny can win, and sum times they don't win.

 I want to die. I want thise life to end so I won't be a berden to any one any more. IF god gave every one a perpos he forgot mine. if I do have a perpos it is ether allredy don with or it's not from God at all. I do not fere Hell, or that I mite go there. For if there is a Hell than there is a Hevin for my loved ones to go to.